感情~

>我不懂得如何解释 what is love??
>对我而言，我自动的付出；不要求回报...
>也许就像 Ms.J 曾经告诉过我 ... 这个方式已经不能够再用了
>也许把~
>我也不知道怎样在是最好的方法来为荠一段感情
>要说我是不幸福的活， 我觉得我太不懂得感恩了...
>要说没问题， 我觉得我在说谎 ...
>你的不说， 我的多问 equal to 我也无法解答的问题
>我应该如何在能够解开我们的 gap 呢??
>这是我的问号
>我该如何去结掉我们之间对对方的问号呢??
>我真的不懂~
>好多时候我都在问自己，被人的问题我都没问题的解答
>但我自己的呢??
>我应该怎样去解答，为知己的问题解答??
>我好头痛...
>我该如何才能够打开我的心结呢...
>我的过去已经伤透心...
>如今我该怎么去解开我的心结， 如果没有你的配合
>常常我都回想得很美好， 好让我自己好过一点~
>但我常常事实都是残酷的...
>我好想很完美的牵着你的手肘到老
>但，你的不问不讲不在乎的表情
>让我很害怕， 甚至我有点怀疑你对我的那个心
>但是有些时候， 我很矛盾你对我的好
>你对我的好是从来没有一个过客曾对过我的
>这已足够让我对你的信任度增加
>但你的...我真的不知该如何好
>你能够让我关心你，陪伴你， 听你的问题， 当你的唯一
>口头上你都告诉我， 你会
>但是，你的不说，不问，不在乎的表情
>你偶然的热情，你偶然的冷酷...真的把我冒冷汗
>我曾经说过的 “沉默的即时炸弹”
>我真的很想我小小的梦想能够实现
>有时候的:-
>一个我不想当个坚强的女人的时候
>一个我不想想那么多的时候的女人
>一个我想要变成你的小女人被保护的那种女人
>一个不会好象男人的女人
>我对你的爱，是你永远不会想到的程度
>我想要当你保护，呵护，疼爱，唯一最重要的女人（女朋友的脚色那个）
>LSK..你懂了吗~

Hapiness Will Follow Me~

Alot of thing to think of...for my future...

>I hope that I can stay just like that without new level of life...
>Everyone is going through again and again of new level of life...
>To me it is only new obstacles comes to me...
>For the past, there are alots of thing has been happened to me...
>Which remind about sadness, tears, and of course include joy and love..
>However, obstacles which i mentioned just now never leave me walk alone..
>I was hoping that things will go smoothly which there are not much obstacles for me to go through..
>However, this is my life and I know it from the beginning that obstacles will not leave anymore since the 1st day of my grown...
>There are alot of decision that I need to do now for my future
>Where should I go?
>What should I do?
>How am I doing it?
>What consequences and comparison of good and bad of the decision?
>People that I concern all along, Do I really need to put myself for them and not for my future?
>What decision that I should make?

>I do know what kind of decision that perfectly match what I want and needs...
>But life doesn't really go that smooth..
>People I do concern do not support me to do what I want...
>Chances do always come in front of me but slip away because of them...
>Can I be selfish for myself for once?
>For once that I really can make my own decision for my future?
>For once that I really can go on my life without these transparent blackmailing me wall
>I wish I really can be hard-hearted so that I really can make this kind of decision for myself...
>Which I'm kind of sure that it will work and will help me in the future...

Hope that god bless me and Happiness will follow me...

If You Fail To Plan, You Plan To Fail...

>This is what my best tell me today...
>Regarding to thing which I know best will happen...
>I feel I got some rejection toward these changes..
>Recently, my emo-ness keep on following and disrupt my life...
>There are a few things that I feel uncomfortable of the changes...
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Changes:
~Going to leave a place where give me the most experience of learning
~Going to a place where no longer any closer people with you and new friends which I do not know well about them
~Going to leave my beloved which I do not have faith and confident on Love
~Going to start another beginning level of my life which I do not know what is going to happen next
~Going to learn a chapter in my life which is working world and also called reality and realistic world
~Going to grown into another person through various experience which I do not know how to face new obstacles
~Lastly, miss everything that has accompany my for the past 3 years...

>Hopefully, I can adapt well with the new environment and work well with it...

Happiness will follow me...

Okt-Fest to drink lovers~

Digi got a new promotion for you~

10 Reasons to WAIT for Marriage~

Good Health...

Self-Respect...

Reputation...

Religious Beliefs...

Educational Planning...

Goals/ Dreams...

High Standards...

Financial Situation...

Future Husband/ Wife...

Your Life~

True Love is willing to wait for the 'I Do'~

McDonald has come to Kampar!!!

A Visit to Old Folk Homes~

>Today, i fetch my aunt to old folk homes
>I feel alot about this
>I saw alot of old people there
>I saw the sadness they had over there
>I feel sad for them
>And even feel pity for them~
>I will pray hard for them~
>Hope that they will stay healthy
>In this trip, I learn that we should think about this matter
>One day, we will get old as well
>Therefore, we should appreciate and respect our old one before too late~

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Safe Way to Put Your Lenses On

Here has a better way to put on your lenses
Hope that it helps

New Edited Picture~ My Best Friend & Me~

The time we had in a washroom of a hotel



The time we had in the club



The time we going for a sofskill



The time we had our lunch at Vegas restaurant



Friendship Forever~

Happiness Will Follow Me~

Recommendation for Movie Lovers~

Upcoming on November 5

Recommendation for Movie Lovers~

Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Recommendation for Movie Lovers~

Legend of the Guardian
The Owls of Ga'Hoole in 3D

You never want to miss this good show

The story is about how good defeat the evils
In addition, this movie consist of morale values which suitable to anyone include kids.
Watch it today~

內衣穿法教學@Proper ways of wearing bra for ladies

Here are some tips for you girls about the right way to wear your bra...
It is a important element which research has been done
A proper wearing method of bra can prevent women from getting breast cancer

Website
http://www.007b.com/bras_breast_cancer.php
http://www.womimi.net/Breast-disease/Protects-the-young-bra-to-misuse-the-careful-bra-synthesis-to-draft.html

These are some website which I found that are useful to ladies out there
on how to care about their health and beauty
Prevention always is better than cure...


This is another book that I suggest to ladies and women on
the link between breast cancer and bras

If you are interested more in detail about how to prevent breast cancer which might cause from bras, you may subscribe from Amazon.com

Hope that all these information could help all of you..

Step Up 3D Theme Song~Recommendation to All of You~

Lyrics is provided here~

Enjoy this song..

Club Can’t Handle Me

You know i know how
The Club Can’t handle me right now
To make em stop and stare as i zone out
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you im watchin you we go all out
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)

Flo rida 1st Verse:

Hey
I own the light and i dont need no help
Gotta be the feeling that scarface player
Stuntin go wild cant handle this plan
Life of the club arrogant like yeah!
Top like money all the girls just melt
Want to many all know me like Twelve
Look like cash and they all just stare
Bottles, Models, standin on chairs
Fall out coz thats the business
All out its so ridiclous
Zone out so much attention
Scream out im in the building (hey!)
They watchin i know this
Im rockin im rolling
Im holding, I know it
You know it

You know i know how
To make em stop and stare as i zone outt
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you im watchin you we go all outt
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)

Flo Rida 2nd Verse:

Hey
Still feelin myself im like outta control
Cant stop now more shots lets go
Ten more rounds can i get a Kato
Paparazzi trying to make me pose
Came to party to i came no more
Celebrate coz thats all i know
Tip the groupies takin off their clothes
Grand finale’ like superbowl
Go hard run the show
Thats right wild out got money to blow
More light more ice when i walk in the door
No hype i do it big all over the globe
Yeah!
I said it
Go tell it
Confetti
Who ready?
Im ready!
You ready!
Lets get it!

You know i know how
To make em stop and stare as i zone out
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me we go all out
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)

Verse 3:

You got me watchin now (hey)
Got my attention now (hey)
Got everybody in the club wanting to know now
I am a ladies man
Come and be my lady and..
We can ball, soo, ahhhhhh
Bring ya body here let me switch up the atmosphere
Take you up out of this club and in my new limo
Fly you all around the world
What you want baby girl
Are you ready to go now!

You know i know how
To make em stop and stare as i zone outt
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me we go all outt
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
Lets celebrate now
(put your hands up!)
You know who shut it down!

Recommendation for this song~

This song is more to jazz style..
For jazz lover, you might love it...
Enjoy~

You may sing along as well; which lyrics is provided here..

Zee Avi - Bitter Heart lyrics

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Sharing My Happiness With All of You~

Everything Between U & Me = We~

The 1st time of us together~



The 1st time hang around with U~



The 1st trip of We~



Start our journey just like that~



No matter how I change~



Thank you Lao Timun~
Always Baby's Lao Timun~

Happiness Follows Me~

Recommendation for Movie Lovers~

It is a humor comedy movie~
Suitable for comedy movie lovers~

Lastest Picture I had Edited~

mY PicTurE~


My Friend~



Another one~


I like the most~


Angle~

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All photos are taken personally for interest..Any comment is welcome and it is the 1st time for both photographer to take these photo in a better and more professional way...

Photographer: Ms. JT & Ms. JO
Editor:Ms. JO

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Mixing Up~

Recenly I didn't update my blog...
I'm so busy..and...Haha..
It is a miracle that has been to me recently....
Comparison can be make to me..
And it is so obvious which I could not resist to say Thank you to U....
I would start off with my other stuff first...

Yesterday my elder brother send me a message which saying "plz get ready"
I was like...Get ready??
Hahahaha...It is so funny...
When I found out that he is going to fetch my sister in law from working place...
And he send to the wrong person...
If ever he see this, I think he must be angry of me...
But I feel happy for him because they are living in a harmonious life...
Glad for u bro...

I going to finish up my final year project soon...
I will do the best cause I'm far way back there
Which I need to catch up with the pace now...
I will do it well, I know...
I will not fail myself, my family, Ms.J and U...
For the moment, I can only say Thank you...
Which all the encouragement all of u given to me...
Without the strength and encouragement to me...
I think things never works that well...
This is human nature..emotionally appeal...

The next thing is...
U give a small gift which mean a lot to me..
Your encouragement..I will be in my heart...
I will try my best to do it which I wish it become truth as well..
Well...U did bring me joy, fun and a lot of differ thing recently..
U are not perfect in some way...
But I know U do your best for me...
I hope everything will go fine...
Actually...
I forgotten to take some picture of the food that U has cook for me...
What a waste...
I will remember it for the next time.. :-)

Assignment are all done...
Everything is smooth now...
Time to work out my FYP questionnaire and data collection..
Everything will run smoothly I think...
Final exam...
I gonna do it this time...I can beat it...Victory is always mine..
Hahahaha~(ss-ing)

Happiness Follow Me...

PLS STOP LA....

PLEASE STOP LA!!!!
It is already very lag U sumo watch...
Ppl don't need to use de lo...U use all le lo...
I respect U does not mean Im nt angry...
Please respect ppl when U want ppl to respect U!!!
And also respect Yourself!!!

Tq ar~

Thank you,mummy...
I love u...
Thank you ar, Ms J...
I love u...
Thank you, Ms LL...
I love you...
Thank you ar, Mr Ak...
Love you all...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Start With~越来越~

Today I would want to write in chinese...If wrong then~hehe~Sorry ar~

今天我很早就醒了
不知为何，我就是总有害怕的感觉
怎么说好呢
也许我真的醒过来了
以前我总是觉得我自己是能的
但是过那么事之后
我就的我越来越不能够这么说了
如何来解释好呢
Mr.CW~是我很后悔的一个人
但现在的他..好幸福哦~
我能说声对不起
当初的孩子气，令你那么难过
Mr.CP~是让我最憔悴的一个人
现在的他, 也很幸福
但是，是我的痛换来的
怎么说呢，是我让了，我累了，也是我无能为力了
你骗我，你变了
我又能怎样
我只能用我双手捧让了
现在， 我还能够寄托给谁呢
Mr.AK~你出现了
你真的令我好感动
昨天晚上，我和我家丽丽（对吗我写的名字??部队不可以生我的气哦...）
哭了~我想起了当初的甜蜜
但结果呢...
我好怕，那种的恐惧感
无法形容
我真好想好想
好想你所说的..把will cut off
能吗??
不能怪你，只能怪自己
当初的倒霉，我所说就是如此
你会好像及他人这么地对我吗
你会现在这么的答应我，但最后结局是一样的吗
一切会不一样嘛
我真的没用
最总的我很想认真一次
能吗~

还是 Happiness Will Follow Me~
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丽丽啊~
你会幸福快乐的
相信我吗
也许有些东西是不能够增强
但我知道
好心和好人都会有好报
那些伤害过我们的人
就有老天爷来做那些的判断把
我们的过去不能够改掉
也不能够珊除掉
但我们可以把我们的未来搞好他啊
我们一起努力
加油~~
你会得到幸福的~~

Lao Timun XX~

U tell me..
U r mine...
Judy's Lao Timun... :-)
I do not know I should happy or not...
But..I'm glad...
Fear in between me which I do not know when I can get rid of...
I hope to get rid of it...
Actually...
It is unfair to U...
But I really would want to give it a big try...
I do not know, Will it change something inside of me..
But I will give it a big try and best try
Lao Timun ar~
U must let me bully U ar..
Or else U going to ...hehe~
Opps...
Lao Timun ar~
I start to miss U...
But I don't want to miss U sometimes...
Haha~Very confusing...
But I like bully U...
Lao Timun XX~

Hope That Happiness Will Follow Me...

All the same...

>Maybe i should stop dreaming which it has prove to me...
>It is all the same...
>Never be the different one...
>I should have notice it earlier than I should have now...
>God has given me something which I do not like it...
>I hope I can be only a normal girl which never know anything...
>I rather to be a normal girl than a girl which could feel everything except to my own stuff...
>I never felt so lost...
>Till now...
>I just feel that I would want to know about myself...
>Why god given me something I can help people but not to myself...
>I hope I can feel n know about it and help myself...
>But it is fated that I can only help people but myself...
>May god bless me...

Hope that Happiness Will Follow Me...which is only a dream...

Wake up so early~

Today I wake up so early...
4am ar...A bit tiring...
Do assignment...
Gambate la..Lack of time...
Need more hardwork...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Tired~

Today I'm so tired and U too...
I was wondering what is the class all about..
I'm looking forward to see U and know about the class..
Must be full of fun and tiredness...
Today no lullaby song lo...
I want lullaby song ar...
Must bully..This is a must to me...
Cause U are far bigger size than me
So must bully...
U won't fight back de I know...
Tired le...
Nitez...Muacks...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

How...Why...

I do not know why...
I do not know how...
To describe this kind of feeling...
How come, it become like that...
I try to use my ability and strength of analyzing to analyze everything...
But it seem like harder than i think of...
Can I understand everything...
Can I still understand..
Or I just think I have the ability to understand everything...
Hope everything is fine...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

I Told Already...

>I told my mum abt...
>I do not know about how she really feel about it..
>But she support me...
>I'm happy about it...
>Seriously...
>I thought my mum will say study 1st...
>But...
>Hee~Never mind la...
>How U feel about it??
>I think U might don't like about it..
>Guys are always like that isn't??
>Anyway..
>Happy about it...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

I Found Something I Did Not Notice...

>Thanks to Ms. J...
>She help me alot...
>She really is an angel which god send to me...
>I'm touched..
>I found something I did not notice while U noticing me...
>Thank you for being caring to me...
>I did not put much hope but U keep on giving me Hopes...
>I do not knowing why...
>I realize I'm a simple gal which is not outstanding...
>N simply just a un-noticeable gal...
>But U see me...
>I do not know why U see me...
>Maybe I'm out of confident...
>I do not have anything better than any other gal..
>But U see me...
>I'm trying to give in and give time to both of us...
>Maybe things will work out...
>Thank you...Mr. LZK...

Hope that Happiness Will Follow Me...
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To those has no confident on yourself...lk me...One day you will find someone which could brighten your day and to those who already have this happiness..Please cherish it, or you will regret about it...

Is there Happy Ever After...

I would want to ask 月老公公 is there any happy ever after he has made??
I was wondering...
In this world, so big how do we ever know who is our last one and who is the one for us??
But to me it don't matter much...
Cause I'm not sure of myself as well...
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I was thinking...
Is it asking too much..Or thinking too much..Or putting too much hopes??
I wish it is not...
Maybe things has been fated...Unchangeable...
All the same...
I start to feel lost and feel I should not continue so...
It is not going to be different..I feel..
It is not going to change...
It is fatal and fate..On me...
I should stop thinking now..
I should stop everything now...
I should not continue...
I should accept the fate...

Happiness Never Comes...

Date:25 July 2010...

For real or Just fool around...

I do not know why...
How to differentiate which is for real and which is just fooling around...
I hope there are thing which can be use to measure
I do not know all these are for real or not
Hence, I don't even know how i feel actually
God bless me...
I just a simple girl which wish the best for my family members
And a simple wish to be happy person
May all as wish comes true...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Being a nice person equal to a busybody person

>I would want to share something over here
>What is the definition of a nice person and a busybody person??
>I might need to be a bad person i think...

>Some people will think of me
*Nice
*Kind
*Good-Hearted

>To some people
*Busybody
*Too much time
*A person who use words sarcastically

>I do not know
>Which kind of people think me of which way
>But i know...
>Sometimes...
>People might need to keep their mouth shut so that not much problems come to them
>In addition, we need to keep away from our ears and mouth and eyes from people problems
>So that, the problems will not come to us...
>All in all, i would just want tell
>In this world there are various kind of people
>Which sometimes, we can't even define of these people actually are thinking of what...
>I do not know my thoughts are correct or not
>Or i can say,
>Different people from differ background of family has differ kind of mindsets
>But to me, one thing is very important
>Which is be as general and objective as you can which it could help a person who is innocent
>Which it could really helps when the problems comes to you...
>Maybe in words it might be a very simple thing
>But if reality world
>We will never know what we should and could do with the problems
>Because there are too much thing is in the stake of consideration

Happiness Will Follow Me

Recently~

>Yesterday, he tell me...
>"If i ask u to be my gf will u 吓倒?"
>I was lk...stunt...
>I do not know why and how...
>In a sudden, the feeling of fear start to develop in me...
>I was thinking....
>Is my past experience tell me to fear of relationship...
>I do not know well about this...
>I would want to live a better life with the one i feel can hold my hand till the end...
>I would want a person which could bring me to happiness...
>I might not a pessimistic but...
>Now, I would want to live and go on my life to a better me...
>I start to think...
>Is this guy suitable to me??
>Will he promise me something which previous relation does but in the end...
>Will everything will be alright??
>Is my past will haunt me??
>I do not want anything to happen actually...
>I might still stay in the circle which I don't wish to...
>But...
>Something that has happened yesterday...
>Is something never going to change today or in the future...
>Unless there is a time machine to let the time fly back to the past...
>I wish everything never happen...
>I had too much thing which it should not happen happened...
>Well, this might be my fate i think...
>I would want to know more friend...
>I would want to spend my time preciously...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

I started to work it out...

>I hope my hardwork wont fail me...
>I really hope that what i had figure out to help me in my study will gv me a good result...
>I need it more than i can think of...
>Today...
>I had a tea meeting with UTAR president in heritage hall
>All i had is a feel that...
>Will i grad on time??
>I hope i can do it successfully...
>What i need now is to work harder n do more than i can to help my dream come true...
>Tmr is my photoshooting with my classmates...
>I hope this photo is going to be the reality in the future...
>Hopefully with hardwork...
>I think i can...
>With hardwork...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Bad Mood~

~Today i got a very bad mood...
~I do not knowing why...But I'm in extremely bad mood...
~I start to realize my hidden self...
~I feel I got so much hidden self which i do not know it is a good thing or a bad thing...
~Sometimes it makes me feel deeply depressed...
~Sometimes it makes me feel deeply stress...
~And even worse,
~It make my life feel so hard...
~It is something that I do not know how to handle it nor face it...
~Seriously,
~In a big trouble now...
~I could only try to control it bits by bits...
~But to change it...
~I think i need more time than i could think of...
~I do not know I need how much time to face it...Or settle it...
~Now,
~I can only find solution to fight till the end...
~Hopefully...I can manage to handle it well...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

LIfe is Getting Harder and Harder to Me...

>I feel life is getting harder to me...
>I might have more than one obstacles for me to go through actually...
>I do not know how to go through it...
>I have been changing a lot since then...
>Since i have obstacles from young times...
>Maybe a lot of friends, peoples and even family do not understand me...
>They might feel that I'm person who always think of negatives stuffs...
>But actually...
>They do not know how i go through my life...
>They might only know about my surface of life...
>But they will never know about what is going through and on my life...
>I really hope that...
>One day..one fine day might come across my life...
>Shining upon my life...
>I hope that i could get more strength from anywhere i could get...
>I really hope that my life get simpler and smoother...
>Now,
>I only have a single thought which is...
>God may give me more faith and strength to go through this life...and obstacles that i'm facing...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

Today~

Today...
I hvnt't go back to my uni...
Today..
I talked to my mum the whole day
I'm so happy while talking to her...
All i can say is i love her more than i can say in words...

I talked to her about almost what is inside in my heart...
I told her about my feeling about the guy who break my heart...
I told her how i feel about my housemate...
I told her about how i fell about my future...
I told her about what i have gone through all the times...

I asked for her opinion about my future...
I asked for her opinion about my love life...
I asked for her opinion to settle down my feeling about past...

She is the one who always stand besides me while i'm alone...
Giving all the strength that i need when i feel down the most...
Giving me chances and faith and passion when i'm lost...
Almost all the times she is the one who give me everything...
She is the most beautiful women that i will never met for the rest of my life...
She accompany me since i'm born...
I would cherish no one than her...

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I would like to dedicate a song here for her..

Because You Love Me by Celine Dion

For all the stand you stood by me
For all the truth that you make me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong you made right
For everything dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reached
You gave me faith cause you believe
I'm everything I am
Because you love me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i can touch the sky
I lost my faith You gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shinning your love in your life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies You were the truth
My world is a better place because of You

Happiness Always Follow Me because There is You by Me...I love You, Mum...

New Photos Being Edited...

My Best Friend...Love ya, Ms.J...too..^@^

All these are my recent edited photos..So Happy that i learn it...

Happiness Will Follow Me...

The Best of the Rest of the Photos...

I think this is the best i hv done...

**More is coming up...

A Brand New Thing I Realize & Found...

>I have a new roommie this semester...
>Since my 1st roommie move out from the room..
>The Roommate keep on changing..
>Am i a person which all of the people around me don't lk me??
>This is a question that i always asked myself...

>And recently...
>I found out...
>It doesn't matter whether other people like u or nt...
>It is the matter of the personality and character that u bring out when u r not alone...
>Sometimes people just don't realize their own problems...
>And this is a problems that people did and never realize...
>Of course..
>This statement include me...

>However, I would proudly say...

>I'm a person which will realize sometimes of this matter of myself...
>I might be a sarcastic in words...
>But chinese people always say...
>忠言逆耳~
>I'm sorry if i write it wrongly...

>In life, i always think of satisfying everyone needs and requirement..
>Then who is going to fulfill my needs and requirement without selfishness...
>Well,
>At here, i would want to thank a million billion thanks to my parent which care about me since I'm born...
>We just can't be someone people want us to be...
>Be yourself...
>Of course..if can the bad attitude and personality should change...
>Have a change is not a bad thing to be a better person..

Happiness Will Follow Me...

This is brand new photo that have been edited..thanks to my new roommie here of introducing me a new software...

Life Must Go On..Dream Must Be Complete...

>Although life is being tough to me
>But...
>Life still go on...
>I would want to thank to every friend of mine that concern about me...
>I will be tough
>I will walk through every hard times that i'm going to face
>Dream must become complete...
>I must success...

Hapiness will Follow me...

也许...或许...但,我都希望...

我也许只是个很普通的一个女生...
我也许只是个很不起眼的女生...
我也许是个很不值得被从爱的女生...

或许我不应该在这里...
或许我不是个好女生...
或许我是个无可药救的人...

但...我都希望...
我希望我能够走下去...
我希望我有勇气走下去...
我希望老天爷能够给我多点的能耐...

只需要个很大的勇气走下去...
希望老天爷的保佑...
我不再想要这样下去...
我需要的勇气比我想象的很大很大...
我不想再添麻烦给别人了...

Hope that Hapiness will follow me...

Friendship?Relationship?Failure?

>To me...
>Relationship is type of relation that i really lack of confident...
>How and What is this relation?
>I hope that i can overcome this very much...
>Act...
>I'm terribly sad...
>I saw their photo...
>In the picture is him n her...
>In the past...
>It is me n him...
>To me...
>I think i do not want to get involve with anymore...
>I do really feel...
>Things will not change anymore...
>To me...
>Friendship is a relation that i really dissapointed of...
>I had try almost everytime to share my care and my love around...
>But...
>Things never work out...
>I have tried my best but...
>Although alot of times i spend and hang around with..
>I admit that alot of time; without her...
>I'm sure that i can't make it and go through it...
>But now...
>I seriously think of...this is the least thing i can do...
>I do not think i have much energy to go on anymore...
>I can only maintain it...
>All i can say is...
>I did alot of things with hardwork but...
>The result is ... failure...
>I do not knowing why or how to explain this...
>But all i can say is i fail in both relation...
>Although hardwork is there...
>Hope that time flies...
>I would still maintain everything...
>Hope that hapiness will follow me...

Missing Someone..Missing Something..Missing Out Something in Life...

Am i thinking too much....

Or

I'm thinking this way all the time...

I wish time could turn back...

I wish everything could go smoothly...

But

One thing that never going to change even time flies back...

It is me...

I'm the one who is around all the time...

Well, it might have changes...

If I could have a different mindset...

Believing

Is always what i always holding on...

But

Each time it breaks...

It breaks my heart as well...

I hope that I do not believing in at that time...

But

It is will never change...

Because i'm believing...

I never change...

I miss u...

I can only express here...

It might only shoothe my heart...

So that i feel better...

But

I know i'm missing something in my life...

Missing something significant in my life...

Hoping that everything goes fine...

Then

My life goes fine...