Is there anyone can help me??

>I hope that there will be someone can help me
>Did i do wrong thing??
>Or it is jz fated to be lk that...
>I hope that everything is only a dream...
>I do really put effort....
>But y my ending will be in such way...
>I really hope that i will be happy like i was a child
>Everything jz as pure as we like
>Is there any help in love??
>Is there any aid for love??
>Y it's me??
>It's been a long time
>I was hoping....
>But end up...
>Everyone has their own story...
>Never mind...
>I take the challenge...
>I'll fight for it...

Mentally Disorder

Well...it is been long time i didn't write into my blog...perhaps things change...ppl change..everything change..Huh!!...Life been difficult to me...Since when i should talk about...perhaps i should not talk about it. Not only now..it is till forever.

For me, life really is been hard for me. Since small without any person who can talk and don't even had a person who really care and protecting. What to do.. we only can stand alone.... we can only cry silently in the silent night.

Is there really a person who can really care and helps and also protect us till forever? I think only ourselves. Believe it... only ourselves. No one protect ourself than ourself. Dont understand? Huh!! You will realise it one day...

I do not how long i can survive on this earth but what i know is that there is alot of things is really out of control and also hurtful. I believe that only ourselves will save ourself.

Save yourself before you fall.... Juz like prevention better than cure...