Full Stop Means Full Stop...Stop Right There...

>I do not knowing whether it will really stop right there...
>But i hope that it will stop right there...
>I do not wanting things to continue anymore...
>I m trying my best to put things back to the right way...
>But it won't..
>And i also don't want it to continue like this...
>I m tired of it...
>No matter how...
>I want to stop anything and everything right now...
>I m all alone walking along this road...
>And i do not want this to continue...
>Continue will only burden me with more problems...
>I just wana continue my life with the way i should...
>No matter how...
>I will stand to what i m believing now...
>I know i can and i will...
>I will...
>I hope that all this problems will really leave me...
>I don't want all this around me...
>Please...
>I don't want all this...
>Hope that what i wish will really happen as what i hope...

Hurt??

>Hurt??
>What is hurt??
>A kind of feeling??
>A kind of action??
>I don't know about it..
>I hope one day i could get away from it..
>Things jz comes continuously..
>Couldn't it just stay away from me..
>Couldn't it just go away and disappear from my life..
>I do not know that how much more hurting could be in my life..
>Perhaps...
>Things or Hurting will never leave me..
>They will never leave me...
>This is what makes me never felt that i m alone..
>Because Hurts has already in my life..
>It will never leave all the time..
>It will accompany with you...
>This is what we says that we are all alone
>But in a way..
>Hurt will accompany all the way in our life...
>It will never leave..
>Until the end of my life...

Love... & Sex...

I do not knowing how to tell all about this...
Love is a beautiful thing...
Sex is a very actionist thing...
When it comes to Love and Sex combination time...
I do not know that is it the truth of love or...
It is only a action on the bed...
Well...
Love... to me is already nothing...
When love becuming a hurt...
And the hurt has already became a norms...
It is will like become nothing to us...
Love will only just a burden to us...
Well...
Love... It is so complicated till people will feel so unsecure or very secure at a time...
But now... To me... Love has already become a very unsecure and not worth to be sad thing...
What i can say... When things has happen... And already a past... we can't do anything...
There is nothing that we can do...
Since mr.CW had left me... Life is totally sucks... To me...
Some people tell me that you still have a very caring family that care about you...
But sometimes... things doesn't go that way...
A caring family remain caring family...
A love from a person remain love from him...
It is a 2 differ thing or can say 2 differ love...
A love from family is totally differ love from a Him...
Well... perhaps thing will continue like that in my life...
Maybe i just not meant to be love by someone...
Maybe i just a person who should remain just alone...
Well...
About sex...
Hmm... it is also a complicated thing...
An action on the bed...
An action that show "Love"...
A thing that people use to satisfice themselves...
Anything that can be...
Ownself of thought...
Well...
Sex to me is also a question...
A question that means what??
A question that shows what??
I hope that i can find out the answer one day...
When thing has until a certain level...
When it become a thing that couldn't be change...
Just leave it...
What else we can do...
Nothing...
We can do nothing...
Hmm...
A very simple word could bring such big meaning to everyone...
It is so complicated...