我的梦...我的幻想...我要的...

我的梦...
梦是我常都做的事...
也是一件让我很害怕的事...
有时侯还让我从梦中醒过来...
我有时侯都会想着...
我的梦会实现吗...
梦啊梦...
我好想你来到我身旁...
期待了好久...
为什么你还没来到我身旁呢...
常常我都会想了好几篇,但还没有想到个理由..
为什么她要这么对我??
我不认识你...
但你却狠狠抢了我心爱的人...
我有时候还会想..
是我真的误会了你
还是真有此事...
我好想告诉你...
今朝你这样做,明朝你也会遭遇同样的对待...
那时我想..
我不会可怜你，也不会说风凉话...
因为我都懂那种的感受...
当我想到这个我就会幻想...
我的梦为什么就要被破坏呢..
谁有意见关于我，也能够接受..
却因为一个陌生的人就能狠心把我的幸福毁掉...
好狠的一个女生..
无缘无故的把人家的幸福毁掉那你不是没良心了吗...
那倒不能够只怪你一个...
对与你实在太不公平了...
只能怪男人太多情...
我要的只是个爱我的男人却被伤害了...
我能说的，能做的都做了..
现在我该怎么好呢...
我只是个很普通的女生...
要求的也跟平凡的女生一样...
为什么都好像是个很遥远的梦.........

Birth..Old..Sick..Death..

Recently,
I ask my fren,Eng Aun abt a gal of his course
As i heard,
She is a nice in person and quite good in study student
I heard
She had leukemia
Sound sad..
She is so young to had this decease
Sometimes i was thinking
Ppl like us
Is so common..so fragile..
V might die at another day
I has lose 2 fren which die in a vry young age
I was thinking
This day might happen on us
Might on me as well
I nvr had body check up
I was thinking...
Ppl which near to death might saw o feel things that common ppl dun
I was thinking
V shud cherish wat v hv right nw
I hv been a vry active person once
Bt nw i dun
I was wondering
Whether this is the signal that my body giving to me
O i was thinking too much
As my last post
I hd sick for uncounted days
Nw the decease came to me
And i hope it is not
Without a medical certification
I will not assume im sick
Bt wat i had observe
My body has gv me signal of this decease
I will try to maintain my body health
So that i would still alive for the other day
I will work on it
The most heartache is the u love dun believe when u tell so
Mayb
This is my life...

Because I'm a Girl

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time , you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me anymore
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

Hey babe
the pain it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you, you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
eventhough you hurt me
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything